So I went to see my mother yesterday.....waste of time and gas money as usual. I'll give it credit that it was nice to get the hell out of the house but to go there was worthless. When I asked her the night before if she cared if I came over this is what I got: "oh well i guess that's fine" So I ask, Did you have any plans, since it sounded as if she didn't really want me to come over. Her reply "Not YET" Okay well do you want me to bring Achilles? "That's up to you, I don't really care. AND it depends on the weather" Huh...Wow... Well the weather was just fine, I didn't bring him because there are A LOT of pot heads housed there and I don't really want them around him, and I only ended up going because I knew I would be bored shitless if I didn't. So when I get there she refuses to move from her TV til her show is over, then it takes still quite a bit to get her to move. I ask the rest of the people in the house to come down stairs to hang out with us because her room makes me claustrophobic and there's nothing to do up in her room. So they FINALLY come down, smoke a bunch of pot in my face, then finally play Farkle with me.
She gets a call that my friend Yessi wants to be picked up with her boyfriend. Okay that's fine, we take my car and go get them and run to Wal-Mart and the ECig place. We get back to her house and I FINALLY learn that they are moving in to her house. Well thanks so much for sharing that info. They told me they would be paying her rent, I will believe that when I see it because they already mooch off her now for smokes and food I'm sure. She already has three people living there that don't pay her rent, what is she gunna do with 2 more?! She complains she's broke, oh well if you didn't have to pay for that many people to eat YOUR food you'd probably have alot more money.
Then we got into an argument about WHY she kicked us out. It was supposedly because I bought my husband and I phones when we "didn't need them" umm, yeah we did. I was still job hunting and now had zero way for anyone to contact me, I have a 1 year old at home and if something would've happened to him I would want to know about it on the fucking spot, not when you get the time to drive to my work just to tell me. She claims she needed money for propane so I shouldn't have made phones my priority, Umm thanks to my son living there you got Energy Assistance... So I KNOW they gave you propane. And AGAIN, if you hadn't been letting Jeremy "live" with you, you would have more money.
Then when we got back to her house after this little argument she acted like nothing happened. Then she had to take Yessi and Mason (the boyfriend) somewhere and I wanted to stay back cuz I was sick of being in a car....yeah totally got left downstairs all by myself all because some stupid show was on that the guys NEEDED to see. Wow so you have guests over and you just leave them to watch some stupid show. Or am I not a guest because I am her daughter? Either way, pretty fucked that I spend $40 to come all the way there and spend my whole day driving around in a car, left alone for a half hour, fed, and sent on my way. She literally said "Thanks for coming"......are you a hostess at a restaurant? I am your DAUGHTER! Not some new friend you just met. WTF?!
Just once I would love for her to ACT like a mother instead of pretending to be one, or acting like one to everyone BUT her children. But now it doesn't matter cuz I am over 18. If you ask her she will straight up tell you, "My children are grown I no longer have to be a parent." Spoken like a true failure. I just wish she could HONESTLY say she was even a parent when we weren't grown. If you were I am pretty sure I wouldn't hate you right now. If you were I wouldn't have a juvinile record the size of Texas. If you were, my brother probably would have the capability of living on his own. If you were, you wouldn't have married the shitty excuse you called a husband only to divorce him when he laid his hands on me, wouldn't divorce him when he called me a whore when I was only 13 years old, wouldn't divorce him when you KNEW he was lying to you everytime he told you I did something wrong that never even happened. Nope you let it get all the way to him shoving me down on the stairs. THEN you FINALLY leave the loser.
Parent of the year goes to: ANYONE BUT YOU! I'd give it to a 16 year old pregnant girl before I'd give it to you.
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